Life's not always spring and sunshine. Prepare yourself for the autumn aswell because there comes a time where all leaves fall off you and you don't understand what's going on. You will then feel empty, exposed to the harsh wind waving through you. You are likely to fall apart . Hold on dear one! cling on to the last ray of hope as you are to be born again to the vastless potential of life. The change that scared you will teach how beautiful it is to let go of things that no longer serve you. Till then just hold on.